Even though it was in pieces, I gave you the best of me
Its so good to have it as it was. I missed him so much.
Looks like I’ll be smashing a crazy whore when I get back to oamaru though.
Hes mine. Even when he isn’t he’s still mine (:
Ughh I need you so bad. I want you. Why am I not good enough to love? I wish we could be happy and together again, I miss you so much. I miss your hold, your voice, your scent.
I wish I could have you back but even if that wish came true, as soon as somebody “better” comes along, you’re done with me. I can’t let it hapen a 3rd time.
You were my first real love. My heart aches to be close to you again.